Knowing Oneself

"There are no pacts between Lions and men....You won't have eyes tonight, you won't have ears or a tongue. You will wander the underworld blind, deaf and dumb and all the dead will know; This is Hector, the fool who thought he killed Achilles."
- Myrmidon Achilles (Troy)

0.99 =/= 1.00

Partial knowledge is as dangerous and as useless as no knowledge.

When he was asked why, he said...

"...I was born, and This is who I am."
- Myrmidon Achilles.

And that defining moment of Life

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Pressure inculcates the Fun associated with Challenge. A mindset out of this implies Weakness. Would you like to be called Weak?

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Humility is the most essential.

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Question/Problem: Confused? Does said confusion have anything to do outside basic goals?

Answer: Yes

Solution: Stick to basic goal. Discard everything else.

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Don'ts.

I don't drink. Therefore, there is no chance that I will ever drink and drive.

I don't smoke. Therefore, there is no chance that I am going to die on my family out of some silent cancer.

I don't indulge in violence. Therefore, there is lesser chance that I will incur hate upon myself.

I am not employed. Therefore, there is no chance that I will be caught in this capitalistic network of pain.

I hate retaliation. Therefore, there is less chance that I will engage in an argument over my last statement.

lol. Be in peace, boys and girls.

Warm Up.

Being focused is to want something so much that when you initiate the attempt to get the thing, you unconsciously zone out everything that comes in the way of that attempt. I feel aggression is a part of this attempt. For me, and for a lot of people I have seen and met that talk about aggression, I feel that aggression is a tool to gain momentum on focus. In a lot of instances, aggression is taken to be something along the lines of being violent and physical fighting. But I am talking about being aggressive in a completely non violent and non physical manner. I want to explore this idea of being mentally aggressive.

Aggression is effective when I use it on my mind. I use aggression to force my mind off any doubts it has when I am trying to perform a task. I have to admit I don’t do this often and that I rarely consciously do it. There have been times when due to the luck factor, I have had absolutely no distractions in performing the task that I have been set to. When I look back on such cases, there is a hint of aggression somewhere in the picture, although it is a very faint hint.

The goal in any case, is to develop a way to consciously channel this aggression into each and every algorithm that is carried out by the mind, thereby optimizing output to the greatest degree possible. And I think there might be a way to do this, however, it’s always an experimental approach that may or may not work. I feel it is going to work.

When you are part of a team, or part of a scenario where your actions dictate reactions from other human beings, there is a chance that your mind will spend some of its resources to calculating those outside reactions; which is a very unnecessary expense. This takes a toll on your aggression and focus and sets the gears of your mind into an extra curricular activity that is in no way contributing towards the task. Therefore, when I am engaged in such a scenario, one way to optimization would be to mind my own quarters when I am actually doing activity related to the task. The team doesn’t want you to constantly keep performing the task or achieve the goal that you are there for. But for the fraction of the time that I spend time with the team that requires me to perform, I need to mind my quarters and not let the mind think of anything but me.

Oct 28, 1986

Today is my birthday. So I have decided that I will make a little basic sketch of how I am going to make the plan work.

First I need to become a doctor.
Then I need to somehow dominate the world.

But first I need to become a doctor.

"No, I think we are just getting started."

Today was a day like no other. That old confidence showing its face while still under an enormous heap of useless junk. Today I worked hard. Today I felt I had experienced, though on a very minor scale, what it is to be a man, what it is to be human. Today I realized the happiness that comes from pain. Today I realized I still have a shot. So I thought….

What happens when you lose?

It is at times you lose that you get a chance…

A chance to prove that you will never give,
A chance to rectify,
A chance to responsibility,
A chance to become a hero,
A chance to follow the principles of your idols,
A chance to bounce back,
A chance to teach yourself,
A chance to speak to yourself,
A chance to be known,
A chance to believe,
A chance to hope,

A chance to Stand and Fight,

A chance…..

To defend your honor.

वंदे मातरम

तू ही जिन्दगी है,
तू ही मेरी मुहब्बत है,
तेरे ही पैरों में जन्नत है,
तू ही दिल, तू जान,
माँ,
माँ तुझे सलाम